"i do believe there's such a thing as fate - it just works in really fucked up ways sometimes" - denise fleming, can't hardly wait

you know, there are so many times where i've wanted to blog about how great things are in my life - but at the moment the only thing that's giving me any enjoyment is The Incredibles dvd.

it sucks though, that i've got this great group of people around me yet i feel somewhat empty. don't ask me why, because i wouldn't be able to tell you. even if i lied, i wouldn't have any peace of mind.

i think i'm at a time in my life where i think i need to be on my own. i kept telling myself that that was a stupid thing to do; i'm a pretty whimsical person, and this thought that i'm currently having is definitely a product of that. let the record show that in a couple of days (if not, even in a couple of hours), i'll have changed my mind - but the way i see it, if we never acted on impulse, then life would be pretty ordinary.

i said in my last post that i believed in fate, and, despite my shitty outlook at the moment, that still holds true. i know that in the very end of everything, i'll be able to look back and know that i've had a decent run at existence.

so don't get me wrong, i'm sure i'll come around soon enough. this is just me getting shit off my chest, not that there's anything really there, just some ramblings that i needed to voice.

furthermore, i'd like to extend a huge thank you to those who've always been there for me, and at the same time, i sincerely apologise for wasting your time.

-LOki